Hurt by Johnny Cash

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way 

ps:- just for all .....

The 12th man

Through bitter of losing in semifinal Chelsea player look like incredible hulk as the referee keep denying the penalty for Chelsea team. Why in the earth the UEFA using some secondary league referee as to judge the most watching match in the world. Its all bullshit and unbelievable.

For Norwegian referee as the fan of FOOTBALL no sympathy for him as he totally oversight all the handball like pique hand the ball in penalty area. This situation is like FIFA taking Malaysian referee to handle the FIFA World Cup finale between Brazil and Italy. How the referee want to manage their view when in their local league the foul didnt happen.

The governing body of FOOTBALL must look at this problem seriously not only seat as the representative when to voting for the new president or voting for the future of World Cup host nation. If we want 5 star fair play match or performance we need to have 5 star referee too. 

Why did we all like FOOTBALL very much

Well FOOTBALL is like theatrical. Girls may say watching movie is more satisfy their feeling but for men outside that which is truely man FOOTBALL is their passion. Today in Chelsea match we can see how Essien in first half look like a hero but in the second half is a villain to the team. Well thats FOOTBALL. It can makes you cry, happy, crazy and some may say that FOOTBALL is my religion. 

We can see some childish mind of matured mind when they talk about their beloved team and at the bottom line they didnt watch their favourite team in the stadium. More even dont watch their team played for 90 minute. Their act like low standard of person when in the FOOTBALL matters. Perhaps that maybe the only way their want to run from their unpleasent life. 

Some say FOOTBALL is everything for me BLUE IS THE COLOUR

18,19,20 position in EPL

The season of Epl will reach the final touchline 24 May and there will be three team relegate from the league. On the table right now the 18,19 and 20 are Newcastle, Middlesbrough and West Bromwich Albion. Which team will be relegate and return to champion league and will lost all the tv coverage and glamour of epl.

This is my role to let you all know my prediction. Firstly let we talk about Newcastle, the team that for me have everything to succes but what their lacking is the player that can grab all the team problem and turn it to winning matches. The stadium in perfect condition, the facilities all in modern way for the team in mid table for epl. If not the GOAL film will not make the team as their main story right.  With new manager Shearer they have only 3 more match wit 2 in home and villa in away match. My expectation Shearer will make defeat through Liverpool as their motivation to win in all 3 matches as the bad kid already been sent off. 

Middlesbrough is for me plays like they even have strengh to attack any defend in premier league. With their outcast player for surely this kind of player are not in the rate for premier league team. With the youngest manager in the premier league that for me the best reason why the team cannot progress above the mid table. If Middlesbrough want to stay in premier league they should win in the next week match that they will facing Newcastle and for me this is they key factor for they to stayin this league if not Middlesbrough will be play againts Norwich in champion league. 

What we want to say about West Bromwich Albion with 3 points different with Middlesbrough and Newcastle their chance still in fire but let say we cannot know when the fire will dissapear by the wind. For me the wind is Liverpool, with the reds in catching that skillfull ronaldo and aging giggs they will be no mercy for the WBA. Let say the place for WBA in premier league all been cleared up by champion league champion. 

For the rest like Hull City, Sunderland, Blackburn Rovers, and Portsmouth although their maybe in the save zone by if the team in relegation zone win all their three match and the team in the crucial zone lost one match maybe we can see changes in team that will be relegate. For the team that will facing BIG FOUR there for sure that they will facing difficult time as the the big four want to heat all their players in facing the champion league semi final. 

Selepas 5 tahun ;(

Kita
bersama berlari-lari menuju ke segenap penjuru,
bersama berlari-lari seumpama tiada penat,
bersama berlari-lari mencari kaki,
akhirnya kau kembali.

Lama
sekali kita bersama,
sekali kita bermain,
sekali kita berpeluh,
akhirnya kau mengeluh.

Dari
tempat ayer keroh kita bermain,
tempat galaticos kita berjalan,
tempat sport planet kita bertahan,
akhirnya kau tewas.

Mungkin
suatu hari aku bermain,
suatu hari aku menendang,
suatu hari aku bertahan,
akhirnya tanpa kau.

They have no standards of their own

Lets start with the problem aye? I mentioned that those 2 types of topic share the same problem of lacking standards. A person who whines about being rejected is giving the power of his self-worth to another person. In effect, this means he has no self-worth because he isn't evaluating himself, someone else is doing it for him. This is also true with articles/topics on attraction. It is all assuming what the other party wants and adapting to it. Once again, putting the power of evaluation onto an external source. Where the hell are your standards? 

Peer pressure is often the reason why guys chase certain girls. Whether its because all your friends have one, or maybe its just to show off how "macho/cool/awesome" you are by having a hot chick by your side. Is it really necessary though? Would that really make you happy? So ask yourselves, what do you really want in a partner, heck... what do you really want in LIFE? Will the woman you want fit in the life you want to lead? Set your standards, know what you want, know what you need and you will have a direction. 

Humans are not the borg, everyone is different. Each and every girl has their own tastes, standards, personality, quirks, etc. Its impossible to be a man who can please them all. Since you can't please everyone, why don't you find the girls who matter? The girls you really want? Now that you've set a standard, its time for you to qualify the people you meet and see if they meet your standard. 

Say for example, you're a handsome guy, but happy with a "not so attractive" girl who loves you dearly and meets what you look for in a partner. Others may say "omg, you can do so much better" or "Dude, why are you settling for less?". None of that matters, you've found someone who meets your criteria and you're happy. THAT is what is important. 

Now if you truly want the best, like a woman who's beautiful, intelligent, funny, loving, loyal, rich, kinky, etc. then be prepared for a hard journey. As much as you have standards, they will to. So you will have to improve yourself to meet their standards but not at the cost of your own standards. Chase what you want as much as you like, but what you want, must also have what you need. Remember, wants are optional, needs are a requirement. 

So basically be who you want to be, don't bother with what people think of you. Do what makes you happy and you'll attract those who will suit your lifestyle. In the end, its your happiness that matters, not trying to prove yourself to be better than others. You must have a life of your own, and your partner is someone you share that life with.

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Orang kata melayu mudah lupa,
aku pun sudah lupa,
Lupa di mana kita bertemu,
tapi itu tidak penting buatku,

Aku selalu mengejar tanpa dikejar,
tanpa mahu niat diketahui,
Aku biarkan kejaran ku sepintas lalu
supaya ia seakan satu kebetulan

Akhirnya aku sedar,
kau juga sedang mengejar
Aku biarkan kau terus berlari,
hentian aku hanya disini,